What's your style???

You know, you can actually find out bout a person from the way they write. Your writing style can really reflect your personality. Recently, I was kinda crushing on dis guy...then I got his blog address from Grace-y. Went there, read his posts and OMG...he sounded so immature!!! Talk bout bursting your bubble, might as well have been a bomb exploded on it...~swt~

So now like no 'feel' already loh...all because of a blog...~double swt~

Crap...I hope I'm not giving a bad impression with MY writing style...die la...

Blablabla #3

You Are 24 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Blablabla #2

I began dying when I began living...

Blablabla #1

Smartest decision of the year:

Katie Holmes thinking bout NOT marrying Tom Cruise...WOO HOO!!!

Stupid Spain

Spain made me lose again...this time it's RM150 :( How can they lose 1-3 to France???!!!

I repeat...Stupid Spain

Maple Story

Was working at the Maple Story 1st Aniversary event at APIIT today. Haven't really played Maple before....I prefer RO cause I feel Maple is more childish. Cute characters though....But it was so hot that day....I was all sweaty and sticky the whole day. The turn out wasn't that good...not many people came......The thing was supposed to be over at 5.30 pm, but they made us stay on until 7pm. And we only got paid RM70, even though we stayed back for an hour and a half :( But I managed to grab some posters and limited game items for Ede.....Hmmm....I wonder if I can sell them for cash....?

Bye bye RM150

I went to the Guiness Black Party at Ruums last night. It was kinda boring so one of my friends suggested that we go over to Passion. I wanted to watch the game (Saudi Arabia vs Spain and Ukraine vs Tunisia) so why not....headed there, got a table and was watching the Ukraine match through the window. But it was so cold that the window was fogged up. Could hardly tell what was happening on the screen. Thank god later one of the employees took that window-washer-squegee-thingy and wiped the window...at least now i can watch the match properly.

But 30 minutes into the game I was despairing already. Stupid Ukraine still hasn't scored a goal. There goes my RM100....(Ukraine was giving 1 ball to Tunisia, so they had to win by at least 1 goal so I won't lose my RM100).....was sitting there grieving with my drink when suddenly, into the 70th minute, GOAL!!!!! Ukraine scored de first goal!!!! Yay!!! I was practically screaming there in the bar...OMG, I hope Tunisia doesn't score the next goal.....At least now I won't lose my RM100...Gosh I hope Ukraine gets another goal so I will get RM100!!! ......Well, they didn't....but I was satisfied that at least I didn't lose any money. Then I found out the score for the Spain match...1-0...Stupid Spain....why cannot score 2 more goals???!!! Make me lose money only.....

Whateverlah....I wanted to go home and sleep already, but my friend didn't want to leave yet, so I had to stay loh (he was my ride home)...he wanted to finish his bottle of expired Chivas so he tried to make me drink, but I didn't want to drink anymore!!! Before that also he forced me to drink beer (which I hate!). So I was kinda upset at him because of that. Why can't people just accept it when others say 'No'? I was feeling really tired and I had work the next day summore....Later he and my other friends managed to finish the bottle, but then he wanted to go downstairs and dance...so oklah, I was feeling kinda high anyway....my other friends had to go and move their car or sumthin, so it was just me and him...went down, started dancing....was kinda feeling bored dancing there with him, but then I saw Ede and the gang!!! OMG, I've never been happier to see anyone in my life!!! So I kinda ditched my guy friend and went to hang out with Ede. We were just chatting when I got a call on my cell. It was JohnJohn...

"Hey, where are you?"
"Look up" *Me looking up* "Look Down" *me looking down* "Look left" *me looking left*
"Oi, where are you la???"
"Look right"
*me feeling played :(* "Dun want...."
"Look right!"
"Dun want!!!"
"Just look right!"
*sigh* "Ok....." *me looking right* "John!!!" *grin*

Turns out, he was sitting there the whole time...went over there and chatted with him...then he told me he wanted to bet on the next matches with my bookie...so I called the bookie, but I didn't understand what he was talking bout the odds and all so I let JohnJohn speak to him. He wanted to bet on South Korea so I decided to follow him. I actually wanted to bet on Switzerland but what the hell, maybe JohnJohn knows better. So I placed my bet for RM100 while he bet RM500. We wanted to bet on Togo as well, but in the end, tak jadi...Well, to make a long story short, South Korea lost 2-0.....

Stupid Spain, make me lose RM50

Stupid South Korea, make me lose RM100

Stupid me, for listening to JohnJohn

ARGHH!!!

I snagged 2 VIP passes to the New Man Party @ Zouk tonite, but BigSissy said I can't go cause I had to jaga BabyTy. Damn sial man....why can't the party be next week or something???!!! ARGHH!!! This would have been the first time I'm going clubbing in like, months!!! So instead of getting ready for the party, here I am, blogging bout how miserable I am...*sob*.....didn't even go out today coz all my friends were either too busy, or sleeping coz they stayed up late watching football. -_-" What a sucky day...

*2 hours, 47 minutes and 21 seconds till the start of the party, which I am not going to

:(

It left a scar!!! *sob*

P.S. I would have loved to show you a pic of my bruised eye, but Wawa deleted it >:(

Catfight??? NOT!!!

BOO HOO!!! I had a run in with a metal barrier!!! Was walking back to class from the smoking tree. Got to that car park barrier thingy n saw a car there waiting for the guard to beep the card to open the gate....that's when I got distracted and the next thing I knew....WHAM!!!.....the barrier made contact with my right eye. Oh, the pain!!! Ok....so it was partly my fault for walking there in the first place (should have walked on the other side...damnit!), but I thought the guard saw me!!!! Stupid guard....I blame the object of my distraction too (which shall remain anonymous)!!! WaWa was with me and JohnJohn had just walked out, so they saw everything. Guys, if I go blind or anything rite, I'm gonna claim insurance from APIIT and you guys be my witnesses ok? Luckily WaWa was there to take care of me (JohnJohn had to go home). My wound was bleeding a bit, so WaWa bought some tissues for me. He also bought himself a can of latte, which I used to put on my eye to reduce the swelling (cold mah...). Went to class and that's when the questions started...."Aiyo, wat happened to your eye?!", "Who punched you lah?", "Catfight ah?! I want to watch!", "Tell lah...." And I spent the rest of the day trying to hide it with my hair. Sigh. Hope it won't leave a scar... :(

Dedicated to JW

Some time ago, while talking to JW, I think he misunderstood me a bit.

"JW....we so long never have yum cha session already...I'm gonna blog that now you and Tze Lun too busy to teman me go yum cha already..."
"Wah, my name is in your blog ah?! Must go and check it out loh!"

So now I'm feeling kinda bad coz I didn't blog about it. Well JW, to make it up to you, I have now mentioned your name 3 times! No, wait...the title counts as 1 too...so that makes 4!!! Hmmm....4 only ah?? Kinda little rite....??? Ok loh....JW, JW, JW, JW, JW, JW, JW, JW, JW, JW, JW, JW, JW, JW, JW....See, your name appeared so many times on my blog!!!

Problem solving

I finally found out what was wrong with my blog! A few weeks ago I decided to check on my blog, but when I went to the site, the only thing that was showing was the end part of my Chatterbox. So I thought that maybe it was just the computer settings or the java script that was not allowing me to view the whole page. Ok, fine...being the lazy person that I am I didn't bother checking on another PC, I thought it was just this one PC that was being problematic. But then today when a trainee* found my blog, he also said that he couldn't view anything..So I hairan-lah. I went to check it out again on another PC and I couldn't view it there too. So I went back to my html codes and as I was scrolling down, I was like "How the hell did my codes become so short??!!"...... Turns out, when I last updated my blog with my Chatterbox code, something went wrong when I was saving the settings, so most of my codes were deleted, leaving only parts of the Chatterbox code. THAT'S why nobody could view de whole page.......But rest assured, it's all fixed now (well it HAS to be, since you are reading this now...) See...my problem solving skills so keng!

*thank you Ihsan!

Breathe baby, breathe!!!

Sigh...I guess it's about time I gave my blog a little CPR...come on baby, don't you dare die on me now....The wake up call came from someone who left a comment on my blog last Saturday... That sort of reminded me that I still had a blog to look after....even my Flooble chatterbox was deleted :( I think it happened when I balik kampung (forgot to ask you guys to spam my chatterbox a bit....sigh)

It's been ages since my last post, but it's not that there wasn't anything to blog about (I made a lot of drafts, I swear!), it was just that I was waiting for pics to upload with my posts...but my frens took such a freaking long time to give them to me, so fuhgetaboutit! From now on, there will only be words on my blog (If you happen to see a stray pic popping up here somewhere sometime, count your blessings, it means that I was in a good enough mood to upload some). Now, if you'll excuse me, I've got to go sign up for a new chatterbox.

I got the Volvo, I got the Volvo!!!

BigSissy went to Hong Kong yesterday. Before that, she asked Mum to stay at her place to take care of BabyTyler. And Mum said she wanted me to stay with her too...so that means that I get to use the Volvo!!! And I'm not talking bout the old model Volvo, but the latest S40!!! I got the Volvo, I got the Volvo!!! *jumping up and down excitedly*

So psyched, I wanted to bring my friends along for a spin....got EmilyBoo, Celine, KinKin and GeekUncleMike to tag along....picked them up at the front entrance of college some more...too bad there were not many people to see my new car....boo hoo!!! But EmilyBoo told me that I looked very 'yeng' driving the Volvo......that consoled me a bit....wakakaka!!!

Letting go.

Dear You,

I can still remember it clearly, I think even down to the very first moment I started falling for you. At first, I wasn't even interested in you that way. But then we started hanging out together a lot, and I don't know how, but you just quietly wormed your way into my heart. I loved your smile, I loved your dry wit, I even loved your 'perasan'-ness. As time passed, we grew closer and feelings grew stronger. But then you said and did some things that were very hurtful to me. Maybe you don't feel as deeply as I feel for you. Maybe I cared for you more than you cared for me. That's why you had no qualms about hurting me like you did. I was really hurt and angry at being scorned like that. I even hated you then for making me feel that way. Because of that, I used to call you names whenever I talked about you to my friends.

But now, seing what I saw tonight, finally made me realise that I'm not angry anymore. I don't even hate you at all (maybe I never really hated you in the first place). Maybe we were not meant for each other. Maybe there is someone else out there for us, but we haven't found them yet. Maybe I just imagined a lot of things that weren't really there. I don't know. Life is full of 'maybe'-s and 'could be'-s. Fate brought us together, but perhaps not for the purpose that I had hoped for.

The hardest thing now is letting go and moving on with my life. I guess my heart will mend in time, and soon all that will be left is just a scar. With this letter, I hope that somehow, someday, I wil find it easier to let you go. But know this, you will always hold a place in my heart...even though it's not the no. 1 spot anymore........Thank you for all the memories, the good and the bad. I will always cherish them....

Wistfully yours,
Steph

Free haircut that put my ass to sleep.....

EmilyBoo asked me out for a free haircut today at Toni & Guys in Lot 10. One of those things where the trainee hairstylist need some guinea pigs to test their skills on. They asked her to bring as many girlfriends as possible, so she ajak me and Celine. Appointment was at 2pm and was supposed to go after class at 12pm, but I had to wait for the stupid LAN briefing at 12.30pm. So I sat and listened to Siva talking bout nonsense, basically telling us that the LAN people are coming to do a sort of survey bout APIIT and its facilities and courses. Well, APIIT sucks!! Can I go now?

Stupid thing finally finished at around 1pm. Then jam all the way to Berjaya Times Square (parking there cheaper mah, maximum RM4...) By the time we arrived at the hairsalon, it was already 2-something pm. So no time for lunch loh...but then had to wait somemore, cause the hairstylist is not free yet. *wait, wait, wait* Then finally, he was done with the other customer. EmilyBoo went first (I guess me and Celine wanted her to go first in case the haircut goes wrong...sort of like, our guinea pig....hey, we didn't want to have to wear caps to hide hideous haircuts....). But OMG, it took AGES!!! Celine and I were sitting there for about an hour and a half. We were so sien that we decided to do a little shopping. Only got called back at 4.30pm. And guess what? EmilyBoo's haircut was only a trim! Couldn't even see the difference! We were thinking, if EmilyBoo's TRIM took almost 3 hours, how long would our CUT take??!! Thank god we both were gonna get our haircuts done at the same time cause there was another hairstylist who was free. Celine's hairstylist was Ricky, while I got William. Celine just wanted a little trim and do a side parting for her fringe (she was a little scared bout changing her hairstyle too much). I on the other hand, told William to do whatever he wanted with my hair. And that's how my hair bacame from 'almost-touching-my butt' length to just shoulder length.

EmilyBoo told me that when girls have love problems, they would almost certainly chop off their hair. I guess that it was true in my case because I just found out something that day which put me in a crappy mood (needless to say, it had something to do with a guy and my pathetic love life). So, was in a crappy mood, hungry (cause i hadn't eaten anything since breakfast), chopped off all my beautiful hair, and to top it all off I had to sit in that stupid chair for 3 hours, just for a haircut. Gosh, my perm took less time than that! My right butt cheek even fell asleep. Couldn't even feel it anymore when I finally stood up. But my hair didn't look too bad.....Didn't bring a camera, DAMN!!!

We were done at nearly 8pm. Then Celine had to go for a talk with MauriceLimauLime (she was already late by then and I guess he was a little pissed at her...), so we had no time to eat dinner together. EmilyBoo and I sent her to her talk and drove back to Bukit Jalil. I'm so hungry!!! We planned on eating together with GeekUncleMike after he gets off from work, but then EmilyBoo's mum called her to go home. So it was just the TA gang having supper together. JC and Jee Wang were gonna watch 'Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire' at midnight....earlier, they asked me to go also, but I thought that I would be too tired after coming back from KL, so I told them no. Listening to them talk about it at the mamak, I was regretting my decision. Damn! Should have said yes! *regret, regret, regret*

Confessions

Recently, I ACCIDENTLY found myself in one of my friend's Friendster inbox. And I ACCIDENTLY read one of his mails....it was kinda sensitive in nature. I was feeling so guilty while reading that mail, but I just couldn't stop myself (I have no willpower). After reading it, I was so wracked with guilt. Couldn't sleep for many nights. In the end, I decided to fess up. Over the next few days, I was creating scenarios in my head of the best ways to confess...and all of my scenarios ended badly. So by now I was a little freaked out about telling him. Needless to say, I chickened out. No need to tell him lah....what he doesn't know won't kill him, right....??? That settled it....*guilty, guilty*

Then when I was walking to class today, I saw him sitting on the bench. I thought to myself, He's alone now, if you wanna tell him you better do it now.....it's now or never....*conscience giving me a nudge* So I went and sat down beside him.

"Let's say right, if your friend ACCIDENTLY stumbled into your email account, and read a very sensitive mail.....that person knows that it's wrong and feels very guilty while reading it, but just couldn't stop reading....would you forgive that person if you found out about it? Or would you be so angry that the friendship would be ruined forever?"
"Err...if other people, then I guess they would be angry lah....but if it was me, just angry for a while then forget about it loh....So whose mail did you read?"
*innocent face* "Did I say that the person was me? Someone else could have read MY mail...."
"Oh....So whose mail did you read?"
Shit!! Quick! Evasive measures! "I'm not talking bout me! It's just a rhetorical question!"
"Ah....So whose mail did you read?"
Sigh, might as well tell him....."Ok, it's your's..."
"Uh-huh........."
"No, really....I read ur mail...You know there was once you didn't log out of your Friendster....I sort of found myself in your inbox............"
*silence* *me freaking out now*
"----, are you very angry.....???"
"Which mail did you read?"
"You know the one where --------------------- (*censored*)"
"Oh that one..." *suddenly smiles* "So now you know, just don't tell anyone else lah...."
"You really not angry ah?"
"No lah"
"You sure a not? You don't bluff me ah....I scared until my legs like jelly already...."
"Not angry lah....don't worry" *still smiling, thank god!* "I'm going to class now. Bye"

Then he got up and left. But I still had to sit down because my legs were like jelly, and i didn't think that they would support me if i had stood up then. Was so scared that I felt like crapping in my pants...

My Poor Toe...

My big toe on my right foot hurts like hell (courtesy of my little trip down the stairs yesterday). Feels like the nail is gonna drop off....Ewww!!!! Was so paranoid bout it falling off that I bandaged it up. Can't even let anything touch it, not even my shoe. So now I'm walking with a limp *step, drag.....step, drag....* That's not all...I even have bruises on both of my legs, 6 in total, all in the same places on both legs (ankles, shins and knees). Sigh...guess I can't wear skirts for the next 2 weeks (can probably cut it down to 1 week if I'm masochistic enough to rub my bruises to make it fade faster.....it hurts, but it works....)

Klutz

Dunno why I've been so clumsy lately. I fell down today!!! So painful!! Don't even know how it happened. I was nicely talking with my friends while walking down the stairs, then the next thing I remembered was me sitting on the steps while holding the railing...luckily my reflexes were fast, and I managed to hold on to the railing, or else I would have rolled down the stairs...lagi malu.....My legs hurt so much!!! Limped downstairs and followed my friends to McD's. Consoled myself with a Strawberry Sundae. Sigh. Dahlah got bruises, now I'm gonna get fat some more....

Puffy-Panda-Eyes

They were showing this Hindi movie on TV3 last night, 'Kal Ho Na Ho' (which means tomorrow may, or may not come). So I thought, what the heck, I have nothing better to do anyway. Might as well watch it. Besides, anything with Shah Rukh Khan in it is bound to make me laugh......What I didn't expect was the waterworks that it would cause me. Damn, the movie was so sad!!! Well, the 1st half of it was pretty funny lah...but after that, it started to get sad as well. And just as the story was getting interesting, they break for the midnight news. ARRGGH! So irritating! Sigh, nevermind lah. It's 12 am now, which means that it's the 7th of November already. Better call SissyDear and wish her Happy Birthday.

*tut tuut*
*muffled* "Ya....?"
"Happy birthday!"
"Oh, thank you..."
"You sleeping ah?"
"Ya, call tomorrow lah..."
"Ok then...'night!"
"Bye...."

Heheh...So now had to wait until 12.30 am for the show to resume. Dum dee dum....*surf surf surf* Sundays have crappy shows....*look at clock*...12.09 am, argh!...*surf surf*...*look at clock again* 12.17 am, sigh....*surf surf surf*....*look at clock and wanting to bash it for being so slow*....12.28am! Maybe I should change back now....!! Heheheh, just in time....So there I was, sitting in front of the t.v at 12.30 am, crying my eyes out until 2 am. At first, it was just a little tear and a few sniffs. Then as the show progressed, I was bawling like a baby, especially at the ending. Crap! I feel like crying now, just thinking of it!

Went to bed with puffy red eyes...Woke up this morning at 6.45 am with puffy AND panda eyes (not enough sleep, have to go to college...) Went downstairs to the fridge and put my 2 Snickers bars on my eyes, hoping that the swelling would go down. Ended up eating 1 bar while getting ready. Fat fat fat! *dilly dally* *watch some t.v* Didn't feel like going for class, but as always, I would end up going anyway.

First day of college after the 'raya' holidays, and I arrived late for class. But nevermind lah, it's only Internet Applications. The lecturer doesn't even give a shit. Then I realised that I had forgotten my file. Maybe it was my subconcious trying to tell me something...I still wanna be on holiday!!!